Break Free!!

14 days after wilt.

2010-01-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

Dear Jenny,

Hey.. it's me.Today is the day u've finally decided to completely let me go.
I've been cold to you, i've been uncaring, you felt u were slowly losing me. And that's what makes you decided to put me aside and move on.

I'm happy I am.. that my plan worked out.

I'm tearing.. painful.. but I'm happy for you.

'I love you and i will never forget you.' .. . same here.

Take care. Goodbye. . ..

Loves,

Once yours.

9 days after wilt

2010-01-03T11:47:00.001+08:00

Dear Jenny,

Hey. How are u today? Hope your chest pain doesn't attack anymore. You know, I really despise the fact that you being so ignorant about your health. Please care more for yourself before anyone else.

I’m writing a letter to you here because these are some things that I wanna express and some words that I cannot tell. Words that I hide and swallow into this bitter heart that still beeps strongly for you.

6 days in Bangkok. It was fun, no doubt. It was painful, too, in fact. From the airplane to the hotel. In the shower, and my every meals. Whenever I’m alone, watching people hug, hearing songs that we once sung together and enjoyed it.. tears my heart.

Every single night I shout to the sky, wishing the clouds will send my messages to you. I often isolate myself from the crowd, because I want to dwell in loneliness, so that I’ll feel better and think about you. I was strolling on the beach, wishing that you were here, ‘cause we both know that this is my favorite thing to do with someone I love.

The countdown was rather boring…. * wait.. u call.* I finally realize how weak I m in controlling my tear ducts. Your voice is the one thing that makes me weak. ……….

Anyway, the countdown was boring without you. We’ve planned to spend new year eve together since the last one was superbly awesome. But things happened and I coincidentally had this trip to go. Squeezing through the crowd was tired without you helping me to clear the way, aerosols and sprays were everywhere and unavoidable without you as an armor. 10 9 8 7 6 5 4 3 2 1.. ‘Happy new year Malaysia’, I shout. ‘happy new year Jenny’, I whispered. You kissed me on my forehead when the fireworks bloomed.. but this time my forehead is left empty with only cigarette smoke attached on it.

Unconsciously, when we talk, you still call me ‘dear’, something we used to call each other every single day. Then u realized it and apologized. I know it’s contradicting but sometimes I smiled when you accidentally call me that ‘cause it feels so so sooooo good! Indescribably good… then I tear when u say sorry. … stupid eh? Now u’ve replaced ‘dear’ with ‘girl’ in your texts. Don’t quite like it, but I’ll get used to it.

You’re leaving to Nilai today. Here we go again, I have to feel that heart-piercing distance that I’ve bared for months. It’s ok. Maybe your absence will help me kill my feelings towards you. *cross fingers*

We will definitely be so good friends, I promise, no matter what. We know each other more than anyone else. But one day I do hope you will have faith on the same God that I do.

I know that you would never come visit my blog ‘cause even facebook request you have not accepted mine. So I hope u don’t see what I write here at the same time hoping for the other way round. Contradictions!!!!!! Urghh!!!!!!!!!!!!! Go away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, take care and God bless.

Loves,

Sunshine.

Interact Club 14th Installation

2009-11-15T23:06:00.001+08:00

Yes,welcome!

Welcome you to experience this momentous day we had.:)

Before the event starts...

Lala Seafield Interactors.

Let me introduce to you..

Our Emcee-Shaun Chien

Our oh-so-popular head prefect as well as

Performer of the day- Justin Wong Ping Sheng

Our Photographer who's done a great job-Tan Choong Hou.

Arrival of Senior Bods.

Our glamorous Ex-President-Leonara Lim

minutes before even started..

they helped each other to fix hair..

and tie.

During the event..

Emcee gave us the introduction.

Our teacher adviser-Pn.Joyce Xavier

gave us a touchy speech.

Interactors responding to teacher's speech.

Our ex president gave a speech with a lot of laughters.

you see what i mean. :D

Our Current President-Diane Sim Ee Huei

and Tan Li Jian, our Club Service Director gave speeches too.

Then the Main Event takes place..

Our Assistant BOD members got installed.

Our BOD BOD members got installed too but sadly there is no picture taken.

PERFORMANCE TIME..

MAKAN TIME..

James Thien, our Asst. Treasurer.

We had an awesome Interact Party at his house.

Rushan kee, our secretary with many talents.

Chai Shing Yin(me), our Publicity Director with many talents too!

Jennis Chan, our I.U. Director.

The two BFFs,Xhee Kee(Funding Director) and Siew Man(Vice President)

On your right side is our S.A.A-Rayvin Nair

The senior Bods-Ken yoong, Razlan and John Tan.

The Ex and Current CHOIR members.

Guess what they were doing?

PROMOTING '2012' movie!

Jonathan Ho, our Asst. Community Director.

He looks cute and shy here but when he plays 'Chop Chili Chop Chili Chop Chop Chop' game, he's totally opposite.

My initiative Publicity assistant-Teh Jia Juin

Above him-Shauna Voon(Editor)

From left:Emily Chan(Treasurer), Diane Sim(Pres)

Interactors from 4A.

Including our beloved phototgrapher too.

Extraordinary nerds.

Now.. we present you a collection of pictures of

Our PresidentS.

They are a couple of Beauty and Brains.

Rushan doing her goofy moves as usual.

Guitar session...

Kaelan(Asst. Club Service Director)

John 007

John with his bond girl.

John with his Bond GirlS.

Our respected Seniors.

From Left: John,Azhar,Wei Mund,Ken Yoong, Razlan.

Our Emcee chilling on the floor in his Band Uniform.

The 2 Band Members.

Group Picture..

'Viva La Interact'

- Diane Sim.

Loves,

CHAI.

P/s : Interact CLub will be the BomB!

Nerds can also have fun!

2009-11-11T18:23:00.003+08:00

Yea man!
We finally had our official 4A Class Partay!

It was last minute and unprepared.
A few of us had to go Carrefour to buy some groceries for the night.

Budget : RM350

We spent RM 260++

In the lift.

After few hours of shopping and choosing fishes and chickens..

& EMILY!

(didn't take a pic of u in the car,sorry)

Thank God we have our patient,kind and helpful Auntie(Emily's mum)

to send us here and there and helped us pick up some groceries without a single complaint!

and yes..

through this door it's where the party started.

1st thing we did when we arrived at Nazneen's hse.

FONG spotted a huge mirror n did what girls do.

Time for some cooking!

I cooked the chicken stock for steamboat!

Mygoose, this was my 1st time cooking

with daddy on de phone giving me instructions.

FOOOOOD!

After Nanin's mum having us obey her kitchen rules,

everything was set up very quickly.

And yea!! it's time for party!!

~~Nah.. we didn't have disco.~~

hoho, that's me barbecue-ing!

We quite advanced wan la.. we used electronic pit.

Unlike the guys..

they took hours to light up the charcoals.

n also waited for ages for their sausages to be cooked.

hoho!!

PICTURES wif CLASSMATES!

wooh! 1st time taking pics wif them.

We were actually teasing Dipan's HUGE pimple on his nose.

A picture with the Indians!!

Undeniably,our classmates are racist.

We address one another by races.

But we're SATU MALAYSIA!!

The Scandalous Ss.

Sek & Sarah!

FONG took a picture with each of us.

Her 4A collection.haha!

pretty!

so pretty!!

these are what my daddy will say when he sees these. :)

GROUP PICTURES!

It was also Aziem's bday!

We bought her a cupcake written I♥U

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN,AZIEM!

Lookk at her garden, her house is huge!!

THIS IS NAZNEEN!!

SATU MALAYSIA!!!

HER STAIRCASE!

HER ONE OF THE LIVING HALLS!

Nanin's brother!

He is soon to be a father!!

BLUFF!

another table of BLUFF!

AND TWISTER!

When the girls were playing, Kenneth reacted so.. unforgivably!.

(ken,u know what i mean)

guys! haha.. we tortured them kao kao!!

The light.

often sees it in Ikea but not home.

We had so much fun there!

THANK YOU NANIN!!

oh ya, she has 6 cats!

and her house number plate is 9534.

(if I'm not mistaken)

so yeng!!!

Lastly,

I LOVE 4A!

I LOVE BEING & HANGING OUT WITH NERDS.

We are a bunch of BEAUTY & BRAINS!

:))))

Sincerely,

CHAI.

CLASS PARTAY!

2009-11-09T13:45:00.001+08:00

4A is having their very 1st Class Party!

I wonder how it would be???

heading to emily's place now..

hopefully food from Carrefour is edible. ..

TATA!!!!!

2009-11-09T13:44:00.002+08:00

[wrote this few days ago, can only post this today due to sudden break down of modem]

Wow.. I left my blog abandoned for ages.

I worked real hard for Finals and finally.. it’s over!

Hip hip hooray!!

Haven’t use these in centuries.!

My face needs more care after all those sleepless nights burning midnight oil.

BTW!

Back to the topic..

Gosh.. it’s coming back. It’s coming back!!

Can u feel it????!!!!!

I bet u don’t.

Well, this is a feeling I’ve lost for quite a while.

A feeling that revolves around the Choir Club.

Today, I felt it. Once again!

*BIG SMILE*

A spontaneous and unprepared outing suggested by Rushan and Callie.

I realized something : Subang ppl are different!!]

How different??

They can plan an outing anytime, go to friend’s hse anytime!

THIS IS SO COMMON u may think.

Cuz u’re a subang person!

U LIVE in Subang but I don’t.

I live in Shah Alam.. guess not many ppl know that. So it’s not a norm to me.

Nah.. maybe u guys are not different, I am.

Oh no, got misleaded again.

Right, back to the topic!

After Interact meeting, I had to wait for Rushan and Callie to finish Choir at 3.

Waited and waited for 2 hours with 2 good companions in the canteen chit-chatting.

Walao.. 3.15 d still haven’t come out!

3.30pm

3.45pm

4.00pm

Kao Lat!!!!

15 minutes later, here comes Callie tapping my shoulder while catching her breath.

Then here comes a swarm of bees, Rushan,Justin,Wei Qin,Roshni running towards me!

“ NO COMPLAINTS! MOVIE STARTS AT 4.15! RUN! “

So I ran without saying goodbye to Sze Jie n Paul! SORRY!!!

We rushed out from school, ran to Callie’s Hse! We changed n zooooomm.. off we go to summit wif SOS, Roshni’s dad saving us by sending us there or else we have to walk!!

N we’ll be soooo late!!!!!!!

Guess what we watched? THIS IS IT!

MICHAEL JACKSON- a natural talent

It’s not as Great as I’ve expected. The front part was boring but the back part is quite awesome!

“ When it comes to the Earth , ppl always say “ The government will settle it, they will handle it”.. stop saying they , say ‘us’! Make a change!!! “

Before, During , and After the show.

We joke, talk, jacoon just like we used to few years back!

There ain’t any boundaries talking to them eventhough I’m not in choir anymore!

WOW!!! It’s such a comfort to me after all those stress I had.

I still love the choir ppl not choir!

Always have, always will!

Thanks for inviting!!

This is currently how I look right now. .. LOL!! ( 1st time using this. prefer 'haha' . ..)

Love,

Shing yin,

a person who left the internet world for quite some time.

I’m back!

Next Friday!!!! Ahhh!!! Can’t wait!

300909

2009-10-04T22:13:00.005+08:00

This was the day I turned 16!

Yes,I've been missing for some time but this day is momentous that I think I should write this down here.
A day which I'll smile when I look back to the past.

Wasn't feeling right these few days.
Was going through depression and stress 'till today.

The night before the actual day,
I was feeling sad knowing that I couldn't see him the next day.
so a birthday is only a birth-day to me. SO WHAT?

So... undeniably,everyone hopes for surprises on their birthday!
especially Girlss! ;P

and Yeah! God granted me what I wanted!

Johan appeared during recess!
His presence means so much to me that it has enlighten my day!

Lace!! These are lovely i tell u!!

a handmade card specially from my baby to me!

I got this from Ken Xi

after much convinced by Zhen Ying n frens!

I just spoiled my bottle and he bought me one!!

Very useful,thank you!!

Narcissistic pics of me from Nyamuk!

very unexpected.

Got this on the day before. :)

My yellow highlighter ran out of ink!

n my favorite cousin bought me one!!!

Shaun Chan is so sweet! He made this for me!!

n oh oh oh!!!

GOSH GOSH GOSH!

Zhi Lin made a card for me!! awww!!!

my beloved Chloe!

We sharethe same sir name n we love each other!

;)

Rushan's. It's too sweet!

Zhen Ying's. something that i would never forget.

since primary till forever. :)

My classmates are awesome too!!! Especially Ke Wei!

He drew something for me on the blackboard n requested teacher to let them sing me 'Happy Birthday'!

Who says 4A doesn't have tat special something huh?

I say.. we do! :)

Well, i didn't think it's gonna just end like that cuz I know Emily,Diane,Yuan Ping,Leslie n others love me too much!

HAHA! n yeap. I was right!

2.10.09, which is today, after skul.. We had so call "CF meeting".

so we proceeded to the usual cf room to have our "meeting".

Nicholas came and shoo us out because we're not s'pose to have meeting in school anymore. We got that all the time during interact meeting also. Boo~!

N yea,Nicholas Ng with much stage-performing experience had me fall into their trap.
**Lord,pls forgive them for lying**

Marcus then led us to behind koperasi to start our "meeting"
Note books and pens are all prepared to jot down some notes,
here it comes the voice of ppl singing the very familiar song that I've heard for 3 times lately.
Then i LOOK! WOW!!
see for urself. :)

The Card. with all my baby-faced friend.

Leslie took out a gift.. guess what is it?

A medal!!

It looks like this!

Let's see what it says..

awww~~!!!

My beloved Friends!!

Discipline teacher, Pn. Ung showed up suddenly.

Pn. Ung : hey, what's the hassle over there?
*justin runs,prefects hide*
Shing Yin : err... *brandon whispers: say it's ur bday* it's my birthday.
Pn. Ung : what?
Shing Yin : err.. nothing teacher. We're going home now. hee.
Pn. Ung : go now! moveee!!!
everyone : gulp.

Haha.. The celebration wasn't the end yet.
We then proceeded to the canteen to continue our thing.

Let the pictures speak..

SEE.. how nice these pictures are

BECAUSE it's the camera which does the trick!

AND OMGoose

the camera is a birthday gift for me from i-dunno-how-many ppl!!

isn't it pretty?!!!

Thanks people!!!

As some of u may know, I always wanted a colouring book..

n u know wat??

I've got TWO

from beloved sis & carlson.

I used to play this when I was young.

Mickey Mouse!!

I rmb mum bought me one too from langkawi when I was a kid. :')

I went home after going lunch with carlson n sis..

I discovered something...

WOW!!!

CRAZY!!!

There's giler banyak photos &videos in it!

haha.. making my card!
yeala.. credits to u guys la! haha

The BEST PART's here....!!

She's on My Seat!!

I AM GRATEFUL! :)

Rushan & Diane

Yuan Ping

Sze Jie.

Jin Ji.

Emily Chan & Brandon.
(trying to lie)

Justin Wong Ping Shen.

Carolyn,Jonathan,James,Jia Juin.

The Form5's

Christopher,Wei Qin,Amanda

Keith,Carlos,Paula.

4A and 4B. :)

Shauna and Shaun Mohan.

Kuok Wei & Joseph Cheah.

Ming Yeaw & Denise.

4E!

4F & 4G.

Jzensen & James.

Kenneth Wong!

Leslie Lye (in a very sleepy mood) :)

Ainaa Delaila. :D

Vanes & Yuan Ping live blogging (Part1)

Vanes & Yuan Ping live blogging (Part 2)

Callie dear!

Lim Zhi Wei & Sean.

Julia Chow.

Paul!

Tzi Ying!!

Beatrice!

Vanes!

Darren & Selva.

Jian Hooi,Lionel,Raymond. :)

Marcus Pee!!

Gan Tauke!

Stupid Sharon & Carmen Leong!

My 3 favorites! Jin Shern,Leslie,Seng Kiat!

4J.

Marcus Pee trying hard.

Yee Lei,Rayvin,Isaac

Blackmail specially from my own good frens :'(

Yes,i uploaded everything!!
They took me ages!!!

BUT
I really cannot thank you guys enough for everything u guys have done for me.

especially Yuan Ping, the oh-so-intentioned-great-complainfree photographer!
Emily,the mastermind
Vanes,Diane,Brandon,Marcus,Leslie,Zhen Ying the partners in "crime"!

and my other beloved friends!!!

SO

i have a gift in return.
Although it's really silly n 38(sampat),I still hope & pray that You will LOOOVE it!
**even if u don't, dun tell me la.. heart pain wan lea.

... I don't dare ...

Scared u all laugh at me. :(

DON'T Laugh ar!!!!!

ok la... *inhales*

Thank you guys so much for making my birthday celebration so momentous.
I really feel loved.

THANK YOU!!!

GOD BLESS ALL OF YOU!

:D

MWAH!!!

Loves,

Do You Know???

2009-10-04T14:15:00.004+08:00

I had the best birthday ever!!!!

I love u guys!!

Im posting up my bday post very soon!!!!
be patient! :)

MWAH!!!!

MEGAN FOX

2009-08-12T21:37:00.002+08:00

what's with the title?
I DON'T KNOW!!!

im title-less right now.
..

oh ya, i've changed my display picture!!
set aside the 'school girl' image, n let me be a guitarist for a while!

hoho.

anyway,
i have no chatbox. but u guys can still leave comments. ok?
especially JOHAN BIN HALIM!!! never leave any comment for me. :'(

...
.....
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k.. time to crack a joke.

Today, Rushan was flipping through emily's books n she realised there's this one paper she didn't get.
so she went to Miss Sheila..
Rushan: Teacher, I didn't get this paper.
Sheila : Oh~ really~?? U didn't get this paper? (say it in a dramatic way)
Rushan : Ya!
Sheila : Oh~ Ok~! Next year i bagi.
Rushan : OK!

then while she was happily walking back to her seat.
she stopped n stunned.. then she was like :"did she say next year?"

hahahahahhahahahahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO FUNNY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS : I still wan a colouring book. :(

se-te-ress!!!

2009-08-10T18:16:00.002+08:00

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WA BEH TAHAN LIAO LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i want a colouring book!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sugus,mentos & polo!

2009-08-09T22:53:00.001+08:00

what are those??
They are Sweets!

hrm.. it's not really relevant to what i'm gonna blog about.

anyway...

Last year of yesterday was an unpredictable yet momentous day.
It was spontaneous and I totally did not see it coming.

He drove me to the usj9 padang if I'm not mistaken. or is it usj5?
His hands were shivering while my heart was beating assuming he was gonna "propose".
Yes, he did. With many hesitations, I accepted on the next day, which is 365 days ago.

365 days is long, yet it felt short.
well, people always say Time flies when you're having fun.
I think that explained it.

Happy Anniversary, Jagiya

(which means 'honey/dear' in korean :D)!

We always wish each other
Happy 1st month anniversary
2nd month
3rd month
....

Finally, here comes the real Anniversary.

Sadly, we didn't see each other today n u're oh so very busy dating the brunei guy n korean guy in college. hmph!
BUT

I still love you.

Those 365 days were bitter, sour, spicy, salty,n most all SWEET. Just like the way u kiss my forehead.

oh oh oh oh!!!!!!!!!!!
I know what should i give u as ur anniversary gift already!!!
SWEEEEETSSS!!! hohohohohohohoho... so smart!!

like u said, a picture meant a thousand words.

3 of them are I, Love & You.

Publicity Director on Duty!

2009-08-01T18:29:00.000+08:00

Interact Club of SMK Seafield has a brand new, FULAMAK blog.

http://interactseafield.blogspot.com/

Kindly be a follower of this blog to catch up what's new with Interact Club, ok?

Click click, press press!!

** I'm a publicity director for both interact club n cf, wow.. gulp..

Anyway, I just finish hearing a combination of a same song with two differest genre of artists.
I will be by Avril Lavigne, the original singer, and Leona Lewis.

I used Ares & Itunes at the same time.
It turns up astonishingly amazing! or amazingly astonishing.. vice versa.

Try it!!! it's nice! well, at least to me it is.. :)

2009-07-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

There's 3 people in our school got infected by H1N1.

gulp.

Haze from Indonesia has disrupted the ecology of our country n our health.

ish.

So.. Keep your mask with you all day.

WE CARE FOR YOU!

Double Champions.

2009-07-21T22:03:00.000+08:00

yea man! i've been bragging abt it to the whole world but not here YET.
so now.. I'm gonna start bragging.

**must be humble!

OOPS!

my Adrian!!

Kar mern n i went solo because our parents can't come.

We self-pitied but we're still dance warriors!! roar!!

.. :'(

Let's talk about the dancing part ok?

1st round.. Semi Final for 3 dances straight

Cha cha, Rumba, Jive.

Sounds tiring right?

Fyi,

Rumba is a slow dance which is actually a break between 2 super tiring dances.

;)

Same thing happened from the previous competition.

Screwed up the 1st round, forgot steps, panicked

but we were lucky!

WE GOT INTO FINAL!

I was like THANK GOD THANK GOD THANK GOD!!

thank God :)

These are a few of my awkward moves..

Was still feeling disappointed n de-motivated because my parents weren't there.

sad.

The worst thing is Dear promised to go watch me but he had to leave for college.

double sad.

It was 3.. mum promised to call but she didn't.

I cried.. Makeup faded. :(

Kar Mern's parents came?!!!!! * rub eyes * yea.. they came.

OMEEGOOOSE.. MY MUMMY & DADDY APPEARED TOO..MAGICALLY!!

THANK GOD the 2nd time!

woot.. im so motivated n energy instantly boosted up!

Champion for Latin(C/R/J) ! ;D

KAR MERN GOT CHAMPION in Hip Hop too!

We are the Championss~!!

Rock n Roll Open..

It's a category opened to all levels.

gulp..

We screwed up.

I was sulking n emoing to the twins because i messed up.

Triple sad.

I was telling everyone that Last Place is mine for sure.

I think i did bad.

BUT

CHAMPION AGAIN!!!

look at my red face.. I burst into tears.

I even told Mr. Neil(one of the judges) that it was a mistake.

haha.. silly me..

THANK GOD the 3rd time!!

wen zhi came. :)

Cheng,the instructor n her babies.

see how daddy was holding tightly onto my cert..

cuz he wants to use it to cover his tummy.

He alwaysssssssssss does that!

(dun believe? drag up!)

Ladies. :)

Adriel n Tracy got 4th place in Rock n Roll too.

hoho.. my certs are bigger. xD

Warriors from Dance World d' Taipan.

ROAR!!!!

Now.. let me share my happiness with u!

My lovely extra large certs!

HOHO!!!!

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOHOHO!!!!!!

Thanks Cheng!!

Thanks Josephine,my principal!!

Thanks MUMMY & DADDY!!

Thanks HUI TING!!

Thanks Adrian!!

Thanks Dear~!!

n Thank GOD for the 4th time!!!

The Overcomer!

- Pastor Andy

S.O.S

2009-06-30T20:15:00.000+08:00

HELP!!!!!

I have nothing to wear for my upcoming latin dance competition which is on this sunday-5th of July.

I need u girls' help.

If u girls have any dresses that are similar to these.. please please please lend it to me!!!

simple dresses like these..

These are a lil over the top but they would be nice too.

This will be Perfect If the sleeve is not attached to the dress.

This is ideal dancing dress with flares at the bottom.

This is certainly the BOMB!

SO girlssss... pls be generous n lend me ur dress if u have 1 like any of these.

Dun hesitate!!!

THANK YOU!!!

SOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!

it's URGENT!!

Halt.

2009-06-20T19:19:00.001+08:00

i guess almost EVERYONE is at campfire night 'SHIPWRECKED' (chairperson : Low Xiau Fong!!!!!)

...except me.

OK.. I have 1 bad news & 1 good news for u.
which one u wanna know 1st?

OK! Bad news.

the bad news is..
I am fatigue and worn out.

Just came back from Dance n I get this unbearable pain every single time.

Right foot.

Some lady's dancing shoe heel landed on my foot n there u go..
2 BIG scars at the centre.
The dark patch on my toe is actually a dead blister which is harden already.
The straps of my dancing shoes were squeezing the flesh between and still are and here we have a blister that will never ever go away.

*cry*

Left foot.

This looks much better.
It looks way disgusting once I take off my shoes,the skin of the toe was dried up badly. yuck yuck!!

*cry**

sayang me? .. :)

OK.. now the Good news is..

I am soooo going for Interact IU!!!!
I thought my promise has to be broken again because I've promised the 'Interacters' to go but my dance competition falls on the same day.
And then I found out it is on the week after Interact IU..

so yay yay!!!!!!!!!!!

:D

Interact IU will be fun fun fun and more FUN!!

so YOU MUST GO! ok?

front row : rm 25 + rm3 = rm28
other rows : rm25 ONLY!

so LAI LAI!!

The 'ouch!so pain' face.

p/s: I've deleted my chatbox loong time ago.. so if u wana leave comments,feel free okie? :)

Toodles!!!

Back to school.

2009-06-15T19:41:00.000+08:00

School's back.. *screams*

n I'm sad.

What do you think of when someone mention 'school' ?

unending homework.. july's monthly test.. exam results.. URGH!!!!!!

n guess what.. i got 19/80 for Physics Paper 2!
cool huh? ..

sigh..
A class konon..

Kerja Amal 4!

Switching to the nerd mode!!

*switch switch*

start putting on ur glasses.. n we're ready to go!!

All the best peeps.

It's Picnic time!!

2009-06-15T19:34:00.000+08:00

guess what we did.

hoho..

yeap.. u can see it from the title

n also, the Fly Kite Season is back!!!!

Sis suggested an inappropriate place for kite-flying but perfect for picnic!

Tse Yuen. ever-so-lazy

see.. beautiful scenary.. ahh~

but dangerous to fly kite.

oh! we brought Jonathan along too!

yeap.. they were blending with the nature.

My hair was flying, flying and flying..

Strong wind..

singing "展翅高飞...." again..

when the brothers from different mothers are together, this is what they do.

jonathan calls carlson 'Gor'. ..

Superryan & de Super large Toblerone!

jeng jeng!!! our PICNIC spot!!

we brought our own handmade sandwiches

and 'leong cha' made by carlson's mum.

ok.. chop chop.. start working!

Carlson was the only one fixing the Giant kite.

Reasons: 1. It's his dad's kite,better not touch.

2. We were busy exploring the place.

3. We were busy jacoon-ing as always.

see.. so good boy.

n oops.. i broke some parts of his kite.

sorry. :'(

ta da!!! it's done

everybody wants to take picture with the "star"!

not u,carlson.. but ur kite!! hoho..

how to fly a kite : 1. hold the kite n run run run until it flies.

2. then.. 'Jack,im flying,jack!' -Titanic.

Shing yin,cut it!!! ... ok

oops.. sangkut pulak.

Since tse yuen came back from NS, he became strong!!

dun be fooled by his appearance!

oh-oh.. looks like Tse yuen is up to something.

why is he holding the tupperware cover for..?

hmm..

let's find out...

it's frisbee time!!!!

After having nothing else to play.. they decided to play wth Stones.

they searched everywhere for stones,surprisingly there weren't many stones there.

see.. terror weih..

Superryan broken down finally.

he finished the whole box of Toblerone.

sumor say I'm fat.. hmph!

..no comment needed.

emo.

eLmo!

~~'转角遇到爱'~~

Dora the Explorer!!

Group Pic!

Where's Jie jie??

she was kidnapped inside the mat by the tallies..

We had fun!!

Another Perfect day. :)

This was suppose to make Emily & Felicia feel bad!!!!

u both .. ffk-er!!!!!!

hmph!!!

Joke of the day :

eh.. let me tell u something very 38(sampat)

what is it?

nothing. ..

isn't it funny?? HAHHAHHAHAHAHHA!!!!

Taggggged!!!

2009-06-10T23:59:00.000+08:00

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 100 Truths about you. At the end, choose 5 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: water
2. Last phone call: Johan my baobei
3. Last text message: still my baobei
4. Last song you listened to: Trading my sorrows-Darrell Evans
5. Last time you cried: Yesterday. :(

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: yeapp
7. Been cheated on: errr... nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: NOPE!
9. Lost someone special: yeah ..
10. Been depressed: *nods head*
11. Been drunk and threw up: nope.. I won't get drunk.. hoho

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. yellow
13. black
14. white

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: yea! my classmatess..
16. Fallen out of love: nope
17. Laughed until you cried: not yet
18. Met someone who changed you: i suppose
19. Found out who your true friends were: yea!
20. Found out someone was talking about you: yeah.. dipan said im pretty in tamil...
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list : yea.. callie!
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: all of them.
23. How many kids do you want to have: emmm.. i scared pain..
24. Do you have any pets: nope. but i have a dog just for house safety. :(
25. Do you want to change your name: no! im proud of my name!
26. What did you do for your last birthday: Jojo baobei came to my hse at 12am with muffin n sang me a birthday song.
27. What time did you wake up today: 8.30am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: doing add maths hw cu today got pn chuah.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: the next holiday.
30. Last time you saw your Mother: few minutes ago.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be more faithful to God.
32. What are you listening to right now: my bro's ps2 vice city game sound.
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: is Tommy counted?
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: my bro hitting my another bro.
35. Most visited webpage: my blog and iWin.
36. Whats your real name: Melble Chai Shing Yin
37. Nicknames: Ah Ble, Chai
38. Relationship Status: In a relationship
39. Zodiac sign: libra
40. Male or female?: female.
41. Elementary: Tadika Seri Cahaya,Shah Alam
42. Middle School?: ?? what's tat?
43. High school/college?: high school : Seafield. college: not yet
44. Hair colour: black and a lil brownish. *i dyed my hair before
45. Long or short: long gua..
46. Height: 158cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: nope. I'm with someone.
48. What do you like about yourself?: straight forward
49. Piercings: 5
50. Tattoos: nope!
51. Righty or lefty: righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: last 2/3 years
53. First piercing: standard 6.
54. First best friend: Mandib (tadika)
55. First sport you joined: Running.
56. First vacation: can't remember
58. First pair of trainers: can't remember
59. Eating: mummy's milk i guess.
60. Drinking: mummy's milk!
61. I'm about to: sleeeeeepp
62. Listening to: still my bro's ps2 game sound
63. Waiting on: Jo to call

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids?: yeah
65. Get Married?: yeah
66. Career?: businesswoman! do something that I like.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both
69. Shorter or taller: taller
70. Older or Younger: noth
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: nice arms. i want my baby to have tummy a lil.
73. Sensitive or loud: both but less sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship: relationship
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: none

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: yea.. one sip on daddy's company dinner.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: i've thrown 3 pairs.
79. Sex on first date: NEVER
80. Broken someone's heart: yes.. :(
82. Been arrested: no .
83. Turned someone down: yeah
84. Cried when someone died: err.. no.. none of my friends or relatives ....
85. Fallen for a friend?: yea.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: yea.. very much
87. Miracles: yes.. God is a miracle-doer
88. Love at first sight: never.
89. Heaven: of course
90. Santa Claus: nope.
91. Kiss on the first date: yea. ;D
92. Angels: yea!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: nooooo..
95. Did you sing today?: Yeah. I sing everyday..
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: yea. ><
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: very far..
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: duno.. i have poor memory.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: nope!
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: yeah

People I tag :
Johan. (although i know he won't do it)
marcus
hsien yoong
fel
tommy.

I'm updated!

2009-06-10T23:13:00.001+08:00

Finally!!

I've got FACEBOOK now!!

yoohoo!!

add me! add me!! me me me!!!!!

but seriously, it's so hard to operate. grr

ADD ME!!!!!!

Another Perfect Outing!

2009-06-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

Another outing with the Longkang ppl
but only with Carlson, Eugene, Queen & my younger brother-Jonathan!

u must be wondering y did I bring my Brother along? Tat's so odd..
yea... tell me about it.. veryy~!!!

But Promises are Not meant to be broken so yea.. he tagged along.

Watched

17 AGAIN

ZAC EFRON!!!! *screams*

woAH!!! One great show i tell u!

Zac is so much hotter n more mature in this show!

The Jalan-jalan ppl!

Went to "lala gai" / Asian Avenue

to play Jonathan's fav Basketball ..the machine thing..

& the ting-ting thing.. ......

>< duno what they call.

& PHOTO BOOTH!! *yay! I know this one*

This one looks like a Family Pic.

Siblings outing! hoho.

Had a wonderful dinner at BBQ PLAZA

undeniable, BBQ PLAZA can never be boring!!!

I love BBQ PLAZA!!

Carlson sent us home after we get bored of Pyramid..

We were singing our primary skul's songs..

♪♫♪♫

carlson: " 展翅高飞,我们手牵着手........"

jonathan : "我是好人,也是个坏人.........."

their hands were held high n they were being so infuated with their own singing..

BANG!

accident!!! jeng jeng jeng!

haha.....

eh.. serious ya know..

this was the 1st time carlson had a car accident.

The usual joker look disappeared instantly, the terrified/frightened/nervous look popped out. HOHO!!!

then he paid 70 bucks to the fella.. simply settle la..

btw.. thanks CARLSON for sending us home!!!

My bro enjoyed today very much. :D

in the Lift without eugene. :(

anyway..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

ANE!!!

sorry ane, u gave me the "very dull green" feeling. ;P

ohya.. i miss my Dearest Dear~

sorry, I do Care.. very much. ♥♥♥♥

U MUST WATCH 17 AGAIN!!

I wana watch 17 again again!!!

hahhahahahhahaa...ha... haa...

.....

... sorry, i thought tat was funny.

*blush*...BYE!!! MWAH!

Let's Turn Back Time!

2009-06-03T14:17:00.001+08:00

Gosh... someone help me out with Facebook!
i have no idea how to operate it.

yea yea.. i know im outdated.

Trying VERY hard to be on the same track as YOU.
:(

Anywayyy..
i was flipping through my old(not exactly old)camera album.
All those memories in it put a Big Fat Juicy Smile on my face.

Let's see what I've found!

My form1 & form2 pictures!

I was the representative of 2B for some environment day.

we are asked to make clothes out of recyclable materials.

Flintstone tie!

Yuan ping in her semi-visible plastic top!

Miss Kamal! I miss her.

Remember those happy days with her around?

CHORAL SPEAKING esp. aww..

Gosh.. look at that HAIR & the twig-like body.!

Oh my~!

*look how JIN SHERN posed.

shh.. dun tell him i mentioned him here.

2B/2007.

.A year to be cherished.

LOL! the silly GUN pose. .

Chloe-10 years of friendship n still counting.:)

Leslie- 7 years n still counting. :)

Zhen ying- not bad la.. 3 years plus gua. :P

Cheer comp.

Sean was my... aggagaghha..

Ryui Bynn's hse. CHOIR~!!

♪♫♪♫♪♫

Grease! i was "~~obsessed~~" over ryui bynn.

look how I was sticked to him.

gosh... shing yin.. *shakes head*

The ensemble & the stage manager.

lovely days.. sucky costumes.

Junjie!

i got to know him thru msn/friendster thru jayhan.

yea man!! those were the days!!

ha.. look at pn.loh.

Grease!

guys will the currypuff hair & girls with their puffy skirt.

we are called the Choir Members.

Choir was a big part of my life.

i miss u guys..

Rushan's hidden beauty.

Let's take a look of her current pic now.

A stunning beauty!

wen zhi used to be soooooo chubby!

choral fest! amolang~!!

the cutest among the south-african choir.

wow.. my hair used to be THIS long.

unbelievable isn't it. hoho.

cf camp/ 2008.

where the Longkang is formed!

DUN LAUGH!

haha.. James was my dream~

hahahahaaaa!!!!!!

look at him.. FAT. ><

gosh.. my hair!!! urghh!

i was imitating Rain!

lemonwater,watermelon,melonwater.

:')

i used to have those thmayighs. :(

currently, they're doubled the size of this one..

or maybe more.. ..

Ben.. we used to be soo close. :(

Emily, do u remember? he used to tell us his "plot".

Did I really do that?

gosh... so act cute man!!!!

Hon Kitt!!!!! the yamcha days.. :(

gosh.. look at my hair.. urghh!!

CLEMENT CHEE KHAI MING!

He used to bring me 4 steamboat at Johnny's twice a week.

We share a very Special relationship.

AHAHAHHAHAH.. FELI!!!! look at our hair.

my hair was spiky.. believe it onot?

yea man.. YELLOW ROCKS!

Superstar!! xD

Junjie drew this. :)

sin dee!! My make up artist for the day.

Lau Lau!

Junjie! He has given us the biggest support.

He came for both days of Grease as well as Mamma Mia. :')

we cleaned this for Mamma Mia.

see.. it's sparkling.

.. how did this end up in my camera album?..

scene 1

scene 2

scene 3

scene 4.my fiance.:)

haha.. so passionate.

MAMMA MIA..here we go again!

I loved choir tee.

Look how the choir members do their thing- GOOFING OFF~!!

wanna share some of our goofing-off moments?

click here,

here
& here.

Zhili!

LOL.. look at my bone sticking out.

Lau Lau again..

Nicholas! My brother from another mother!

ChaiS & LauS.

the Laus are now in Australia. :(

clement again..happy 19th birthday!!!

xiao, zhong, da..

we were LAME.. n we still are.

i miss this hairstyle!!

Wen zhi has changed a lot. haha

zhili's signature smile.

Wei Jean's hair was LONG.

mine was SHORT.

haha!! baby fat!

BABY FAT!

Baby Fat AGAIN!

act cute man!!!

Look at this Ferrero Rocher + Kit Kat Pyramid

made by my angel-Kenneth Lau.

Sand Pic.

My All Time Favourite.

Made my Ping Ping & I.

bibu n bibi. :)

we used to give each other a lot of nicknames.

Remix Kaki Lang's girls..

Gosh!!!! look at the way i smile.

ACT CUTE MAN!!!!

2A 2B makan at Zhi Lin's Hse.

GHOSTBUSTER!

GHOSTBUSTERS!!

wow wow.. look at the hair.

lol.. busted!!

end up i fractured my leg.

see.. no joke.

this was much better already.

but still.. ewww..

Vanes.Callie.ShingYin

We were the TRIPLE FANTASY~!!!

yea.. so lame right.

but u know what.

those moments were the sweetest moments ever.

baby fat again!!

ROckstar!!! xDD

KUOK WEI!! i miss u!

He made those.

I sew the Heart.

HIs on mine. Mine on His.

Junjie bought me this.

lol.. i drew this.

ahahahhaha

LONG HAIR~

I only had long hair when I was f1.

I drew this.

Im so not a science student man!!

Family Pic.

When I was still in primary.

I made this. Haha.

Memoirs of Chow Yan Heng.

He's now in Indonesia doing medicine. :(

Clement!! i made this too.

haha.. i used to like editting pictures with 'PAINT'!

haha.

Jin Shern,Queen,Jin Onn, Melble(me)

the Chai cousins.

When we were young..

took this last 2 yrs.

All grown up. :)

yeap.. that's about it.

I think few yrs later..

My high school pictures will all be Lame to me also.

hahha..

Let the form 4 me say..

Goodbye.

& we'll meet again!

♥♥♥

Tears of an Angel.

2009-05-30T20:01:00.003+08:00

The pictures are still freshly sliding in my mind.
The pictures of you turning purple...
They would never go off.

Whenever i close my eyes, all i see is you.

No one ever had expect this to happened,unfortunately it has.
Doubts and wonders filled your heart, questioning why, why and why,
tearing and praying to the Father.

She was an ordinary child with a joyful heart and an encouraging smile.
Though she may be blur and slower than the others at times.
Her inside is none like any other.. She thinks and cares so much for people she loves,in fact, too much.

Since that unforgettable incident,
that smile, the ever so inspirational and encouraging smile has been taken away.

Whenever she dances,studies,walks-does anything,headaches slow her down,restrict her movements and interests.
She has became so pessimistic over things, she refused to listen nor talk about her sickness.
She blames herself for making us worry,sad and being useless.

That day when i stepped out of the bathroom,she was unusually lying down on the bed with her legs neatly folded together.All i saw was crumpled,damp tissues hiding in her arms.
She gave me a smile and acted as if nothing happens, deep inside I knew she was suffering and tearing.
..

I know she is very unhappy with what she is going through.
Sometimes,I can't stand but to lecture her a lil.
She opposed whatever I say,she tends to become stubborn and her heart is no longer permeable to those discouraging words.
The least thing I can do is make sure she does not do anything that possibly trigger her sickness.

She is the closest person on earth to me.
She is someone that I love most.
Whenever she cries, it tears my heart.
I cannot break down in front of her, because I know that she does not wanna see me cry.
I'm sorry I can't do anything to make you feel better.
I'm really sorry for what you're going through.

All i hope and pray for is you to be stronger to fight against your "enemies", you to be back to your normal self, to be free from pain,miseries,worries and tears.

Stand strong and be faithful to Lord Jesus, our God.
"Whenever you think He is doing nothing, He is up to something."

People,I just ask for a short prayer for this lovely girl to be healthy and happy always.

Please and Thank you.

I'm sorry but I love you too much.

♥,somebody who cares.

Teachers' Day rock socks!!

2009-05-29T20:05:00.003+08:00

The Backdrop.

I helped to stick 'AN HARI G' :)

The prefects stayed up till 5.30 am to finish up the spray paintings n deco the night before. They only slept for half an hour. poor thing.

during assembly.. we were "rehearsing" in the hall.

n guess what.. we had line dancing in the hall after assembly!!

Justin was the conductor, he learnt up line dancing overnight for today!

the whole hall was filled with tap-step tap-step!

Let's do it all over again..

point down, point down

out in, out in

out, turn around n clap

out in, out in

out, turn around n clap

ergh! ergh! ergh! cross leg, jump.

cha cha cha front, cha cha cha back

shimmy.. shimmy.. *deafening* xDD

it was incredibly fun especially with the hand movement created by Jay han.

The Teachers' Grand Entrance was the Limbo rock!

2 prefects was holding the broom stick for the teachers to Limbo~

The event started off with.. u know la..

some Dato gave speech..

Pn. Wang gave speech..

bacaan doa .. ..

then..

Ikrar Guru.

1st performance- carmen leong n kelvin duet 'way back into love'

then Beatrice.. look how she moves!!

ouch!

Let's go for a tour in the backstage!

my new friend Minooj on the camera!

3rd performance- "Puteri" sang a song he composed himself acapella

4th- Jinji played the piano DRAMATICALLY

5th- SHING QUEEN & SHING YIN the two best best best n prettiest vocalists!! xD

we sang hero-mariah carey

6th..

scissors, papers band(members: seng kiat, pee, nicholas ng) sang Always Be My Baby.

Red Roses was up next! This was the 1st time Seng Kiat performed singing!!!!

SENG U CAN SING!!!!! :D

They sang Fly me to the moon.

Then. BROTHERHOOD here they come!!

Burnin' up, burnin' up for Mr. Selva!

main vocalist!

Guitarist!

Kai Lun n ..handsome(sorry, i duno ur name).

Kai lun is sooooo talented!!!! He can play piano & electric guitar!!!

wow!!!

Jay han, farhan, ian, Ane ran out from the crowd n

jumped onto the stage!

here is Ane imitating Selva!

Super funny i tell u!!

Isaac with the Kompang!! Shaun n kenneth with acoustic guitar.

The song went something like this :

That day I went to the bomba,

All I saw was Mr. Selva,

He was drinking nothing but soda,

So we're burning up, burning up for Mr. Selva

I ponteng at Taman Herba,

Unlucky me he went and ronda,

He said " Gan, please go back to the class la"

So we're burning up, burning up for Mr. Selva...

cool huh?

Last performance-Encik Rahim & Queenie.

Backstage Tour Part II

Pn. Shantha calls herself Sukiyaki!

Chinese lady awaits her partner.

Pn. doris wants to take picture too!

As usual, Teachers' Fashion Show are always next to last act!

Pn. Zaidah unexpected performance!
She was dancing so joyfully.

From the Pearl of the Indian Ocean...Sri Lanka... the handsome Tiger of Tamil Ilham , Captain Prabakaran and his faithful and sweet companion , Jean Pereira Amersinghe...

the Teachers waiting for results.

Oh ya, it was so call a competition! ha!!

n of cuz.. the winner is none other than The Arabian Couple.

2nd place was Sukiyaki n Gan Temora.

my beloved sister. ♥

of course.. the SELVA'S BOYS!

Sukiyaki & Chai Naruto Sasuke Tempura!

Happy Teachers' Day to all!

my new favorite teacher-Miss Sheila!

♥

current addiction..

2009-04-18T14:44:00.001+08:00

heartbeat-lee hom / 心跳-王力宏

罗志祥-搞笑

thinking of you-katy perry

sorry.. i duno how to post the videos here.

你的眼神充滿美麗帶走我的心跳~~~

p/s : im watching p.s. i love you myself since he broke my promise. hmph!

The guy of my life.

2009-04-14T22:33:00.000+08:00

I Love U,baby boy!!

mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah!!!!!

Back to School

2009-03-26T22:48:00.001+08:00

peeps.. school's back.
i will be neglecting my baby for quite some time.

so..

take care!
LOVES!

CHINESE NEW YEAR PARTAY!!!!!

2009-03-22T20:59:00.000+08:00

wait.. what month is it now??
oh, it's march.
n when was chinese new yr?
february..
right..

k.. sowie.. im late.
n ppl who r involved r complaining abt not posting this up.

so i shall start flooding this post with pictures.

HO!!!! my fon gone missing that day.

now i know who was the one hiding n playing with it!!!

ho!!!!! WEN ZHI!!!!!

feli n our loveable eugene!

didn't confess yet.. no wonder look so emo. xD

i wasn't posing!

merah dan kuning. :) BFF!!

the POKER faces.

look at queenie.. so hyped up being the banker.

she gets 2 ringgit from every round-the ipoh way oh playing. xD

now.. this is de best part!

chang chang chang!!

lala session of fel n van!!!

you'll never get enough of feli. hoho!

:) courtesy of hsien yoong. hahahahahahh!!!!

ladies of the night.

uh-oh.. flirting flirting~

the dramatic couple.

$_$

eugene!! n his sexy mole!

emily !! solid 3 yrs of friendship n still counting. :)

take 1

take 2

take 3!

so cool huh.

fel requested for the cool n lanci face.

FAILED!

the pretty.

the fabulous.

the sporty.

superchai n superryan!

pingie!! with her cuttlefish!

i love this one!

our 2nd picture together. :)

posing with the stairs.

gals~

obsessed with the 1 ringgit in his hand.

two laughing goddess.

the life-time partners. :)

we are life-time partners too!! ;D

my favorite EUGENE HO KANG LOKE!

he can drive now!!! xDD

queen. john. adam!

cheh..

guyss..

this is.. my fav!!

hoho.. im surrounded by guys~

mission accomplished. :)

Need a change?

2009-03-19T13:46:00.002+08:00

i need a new phone. *hint hint*

im currently using this.

k550i
looks like hospital colour. :(

whenever i started typing msgs..
it shuts down itself.. then i hv to re-on it again n again.

:(

z555i

i want this one. :(

it blings.. hoho!

just saying it for fun anyway..

HOPEFULLY it comes true.

*hint*

*cough*

*hint*

*cough*

*hint hint hint***

:D

Need a change?
Pls dial 012-3129599.

i repeat.
Needa-change HOTLINE :
012-3129599

guess whose number is tat?
o_o
hoho.

I need to be COLOURFUL.

2009-03-18T00:20:00.009+08:00

2006 i miss the times when we were so obedient towards discipline.
2006 i miss the times when we get to know new frens.
2006 i miss the times when everything's new n fresh.
2006 i miss the times when i feel shy in school.
2006 i miss the times when pey yan n lilien were still in skul.
2006 i miss the times when a bunch of lick hung students sticked to each other n go everywhere together like a swarm of bees.
2006 i miss the times when i get much attention because im the sister of a popular sister.
2006 i miss the times when im always in top 10 in class.
2006 i miss the times when i was in choir.. GREASE!
2006 i miss the times when i can't speak fluent english n malay.
2006 i miss the times when i was still in scouts.
2006 i miss the times when beng way, ben tan, isaac n ben wong were always around after skul.
2006 i miss the times when clement chee khai ming was around.
2006 i miss the times having a very chubby face.

2007 i miss the times when i was so very particular with my hair.
2007 i miss the times when flirty sweet butterflies are everywhere. (if u get what i mean)
2007 i miss the times when more n more known faces are around.
2007 i miss the times when my mouth was chocolatery. (if u get what i mean again)
2007 i miss the times when remix kaki lang was formed.
2007 i miss the times when i change scrunchy every few days.
2007 i miss the times when we were all afternoon session's "seniors"
2007 i miss the times when the monster feels she has the whole aft. ses. in her hand.
2007 i miss the times when im always in the top 5 in class.
2007 i miss the times when i was in choir.. Mamma Mia.
2007 i miss the times when shauna n i were close.
2007 i miss the times hanging out with Yuan ping, going shopping aimlessly n ponteng just to chit chat.
2007 i miss the times when i don't feel THAT shy anymore.
2007 i miss the times when i had to struggle between these 2 guys. (not gonna name them here)
2007 i miss the times when i was with Lam,he fed me roti canai in usj2 mamak.
2007 i miss the times receiving many many valentine n birthday gifts.
2007 i miss the times being with Chen. honestly, oh so very much.
2007 i miss the times looking forward to skul ends, hoping n praying that He'll stand at the guard hse waiting for me. just to pass me a letter or a note, or maybe just a smile.
2007 i miss the times hiding from discipline teachers because of my inappropriate fringe.
2007 i miss the times when 2 Budi were so united.
2007 i miss the times when miss Kamal was around.
2007 i miss the times practicing choral speaking which everyone is excited for.
2007 i miss the times having short hair, n it became a trend after that. hoho!
2007 i miss the times having a chubby face.

2008 i miss the times being a junior once again in the morning session.
2008 i miss the times having so many form 5 frens near end of the year.
2008 i miss the times when the threesomes-the Triple Fantasy (hoho!) were always together,ditching our recess mates,having our own time together during recess every one day per week.
2008 i miss the times singing Someday We'll Know with zhili,hsien yoong,eugene.
2008 i miss the times when HIS story begins.
2008 i miss the times when the ♥ flower started to bloom.
2008 i miss the times when Kenneth n Abby-the Laus were still around. going to each other's houses to watch movie n chit chat.
2008 i miss the times when Tse Yuen, Hsien Yoong, Carlson, Eugene were still around.
2008 i miss the times when school life seems so perfect.
2008 i miss the times when im one of the smartest in class.
2008 i miss the times sitting at the rear corner of the class, having a bunch of buddies await your presence, just to fool n joke around with you.
2008 i miss the times seeing n peeping on a guy in full-white uniform passing by my class.
2008 i miss the times when he send me cereals, lovely notes, chocolates every alternate days.
2008 i miss the times when i have a motif (seeing tat guy in full white) to go to school.
2008 i miss the times when homeworks were so easy n little.
2008 i miss the times having Pj when im always the only one who's excited when the other girls are not.
2008 i miss the times when ming yeaw used to play with my bulu n keep asking the same repeated question:" y do u have so much hair?"
2008 i miss the times having short hair again.
2008 i miss the times having seni as a compulsory period n test.
2008 i miss the times studying n revising occasionally.
2008 i miss the times being 38 kg.
2008 i miss the times having a thin body but a chubby face.

2009 i don't like the times trying so hard getting used to everything that's new-studies,class,classmates,teachers,language that we speak in class,ppl.
2009 i don't like the times when sorrow n insecurity take place.
2009 i don't like the times holding back my cries when i'm already crying terribly inside.
2009 i don't like the times when He's not in school.
2009 i don't like the times when friends are setting apart.
2009 i don't like the times when physics,chemistry,add maths,maths are ridiculously un-understandable.
2009 i don't like the times having tons of homeworks.
2009 i don't like the times being in the most top class.
2009 i don't like the times being the dumbest n slowest in class.
2009 i don't like the times when emily,rushan n diane leave early n come back late from recess.
2009 i don't like the times rushing homeworks every day n night.
2009 i don't like the times having homework unfinished n drag it to the next day, the next next day, the next next next day. .....
2009 i don't like the times having so many extra classes n tuitions.
2009 i don't like the times having only one thing in mind everyday after school-homework.

2009 has been a really rough year so far.
i don't usually do homeworks during the holidays.
but guess what, i've been a nerd this whole time.
all i've been doing is homework, homework n homeworks..

i'm not really proud of who i am right now.
my parents might be but not me myself.
i was a way jolly n bubbly girl back in form 1-3.
but form 4, uh-uh.. not a minute u could just laze on the couch n day dream which i used to do that very often few yrs back.
i used to be the lazier one compare to my elder sis.
surprisingly, im working ten times harder than her now.
cuz' being in a class surrounded by smart asses is really stressful n horrifying!!!
some people said im working too hard.
what can i do?
protest? complain? boikot?

i've been really grateful for whatever i have now, ~~except homeworks..~~
cuz i missed those chances appreciating great things n ppl that have happened to me last few yrs.

i need rest.

i wana watch tv
i wana play ps2
i wana update my blog every alternate days

all these are hardly possible right now.

can i freeze time?
or maybe turn back time?
i need doraemon n his time machine. :(

2006-2008 i miss the ponteng times.

STRICTLY NOT to encourage tat ponteng is gud!!! just that it's so precious to me nowadays n that's one of the best things in high school. but no more this year. it just disappeared from my dictionary.

the word ' study ' is bolder n bigger, n it seems to appear in every pages of my dictionary.

everything is fading away this year.
even the Colours of life are fading.

smarties became

colourless.

so m i..

don't kill that smile. :(

someone.. colour me!

my pretty pretty cousin!

2009-03-17T12:41:00.000+08:00

CHAI JIN SHERN.

u're at seng kiat's house right now
so the computer is probably on 24/7.
so somewhat u'll be viewing my blog..

so im gonna make u sick n mad now..

i know u need my help this friday..
NOPE.. im definitely NOT threatening u.
hoho.. get ready~

er ge,

SAY U LOVE ME!!!!!!

hohoho!!!!!!

sorry peeps.. u won't understand.. it's an inside joke.
hohoho!!!

btw. BLOGGER IN DRAFT is BACKKK!!!!!
yipeee yay yay yoohoohoo hooray!!!!!!!

this is how i look now..

HOHO!!!

EST = headache

2009-03-17T12:06:00.004+08:00

WAHLAO WEIH!!!!!!!!!

susah...

ppl.. pls pls pls help me out with my EST homework..

im confused with these three words..

'epidemic' , 'pandemic' , 'endemic'

Definitions :

Epidemic :

An outbreak of a contagious disease that spreads rapidly and widely.
A rapid spread, growth, or development: an unemployment epidemic.

Pandemic :
1. an epidemic that is geographically widespread; occurring throughout a region or even throughout the world

Endemic :
a disease that is constantly present to a greater or lesser degree in people of a certain class or in people living in a particular location

Exercise :
1. In the 1860s, a major _(epidemic?)_ of plague spread from China across Asia, Africa, Europe and the Americas.

2. Poverty and the lack of good medical facilities are major causes of the AIDS _(pandemic?)_ occurring in Africa.

3. Malaria is _(endemic?)_ in over 100 countries throughout the tropics and subtropics, where the anopheles mosquito breeds.

???????????

im clueless...

The stubborn 18.

2009-03-16T22:52:00.005+08:00

WARNING!!
to
the stubborn
TOMMY CHEE KOK PIN!!

u better cut down on ur oh-so-nice-my-favorite SEAFOOD!

THESE..
will eventually KILL you!

im a darn good hacker im tellin' you!
u better STOP or else i'll HACK!

deal?? deal!!!

now
STOP
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Adam Jojoku~

2009-03-16T22:43:00.004+08:00

Adam Lambert!

He looks so much like one of the fellas of The Click Five & Joe Jonas.
hoho!.
and he's a hell of a performer.. *faints*

Tommy: "girls will always be girls."

thank you! that is why i LOVE being a girl.. well not so much but still ok la~

I LOVE HIM!!
too bad he's gay! :'(
but definitely not as much as the one i'm missing right now..

He's so handsome, isn't he? ;P

Love ya!!!!!! mwah mwah mwah mwah!!!!

baby baby hubby honey!

2009-03-16T21:40:00.000+08:00

i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you i miss you!!!

140309

2009-03-16T16:23:00.005+08:00

Carlson Chee Khai Lun.

HappyBirthday!

hrm.. somehow it feels weird wishing u in english.

生日快乐!!

yeap.. much better.

we've been through quite a lot together.
from scouts... to recess mates.. to good frens.. better frens n now BFF! xD

i remember the times when u ~~putus cinta~~
the times when u steal my stuffs n never giv them back.
n my photocopy I.C. which u used to threaten me.
the times when u steal my food during recess n never buy your own.
the times u hit my head so hard!

:')

u're 18 now.
u have a whole new journey to walk on.
not forgetting that u can DRIVE now!!!! vroom vroom!! hoho!

things are not the same anymore since u left.
during the lonely hours.. i think of u.
n of course the others too.
many of us have struggled with new environment.
but I'm sure with each other in our hearts,
we can still stand strong and SHINE! :)

i miss you!
do more pumpings n u'll look sizzling hot okie? ;D

The Perfect Picture. :)

when u miss me.. take out the photocopy I.C.
n SmiLe~! :)
I hope for the best n only the best for you.
Loves.

p/s : sorry can't go for the dinner tonight. :(
mummy dun let. dui bu qi!

Love,
Xiao de.

my lips are sexier! HOHO!

Something I wana say

2009-03-13T16:26:00.002+08:00

I DON'T WANA GROW UP!

Non-Halal

2009-03-13T15:19:00.005+08:00

Heyo..

right.. im stranded here..
duno how to continue..

today is Hari Terbuka.
my mum didn't even go get my report card.
my aunt went.
n she called me n fire me just like that.

my average is 74.33%
i didn't do well this term because i was very busy with dance n i was sick.
y can't she understand..

n she complained abt my placing.
im in one of the top classes,
science is not my thing..
trying so hard to adapt.

n all she does is complain complain n complain.

anyway..
back to the topic..

i've been joining chinese caligraphy competition since primary skul.
never got any prize since primary skul.

n now.. im still joining every year without fail.
..

so this time we're taking it not-so-serious but still seriously...
??? err... yea..

anyway.. this is Rushan..

this is my best among 2 other failures.
obvious isn't it? the "闹" word is not in place. hoho!

haha.. this is rushan's x jadi.
her "新" word is not in place.
she added two additional lines.

hoho! to rayvin!

n these are mine!
i screwed up the "闹" word again then i added a smiley face.
so this is a total screwed-up. so besides throwing it away, i dedicated it to Emily instead who was missing me tat day.
hoho!

n diane too!
started to merosot from the "闹" word also!!
hahahahhahha...

i super dislike the "闹" word.. urghh!!!
cannot say hate. ><

sorry to those who can't read what was written there.
haha..
chinese bananas.. go learn mandarin!
malays n indians.. go learn mandarin too!
amolangs.. go learn too!!!!

hahahhaha....
excuse me for im extremely out of my mind right now.
hope mummy understands..

sigh..